BLOOD OF HOPE
This life on a journey, hope of survival, battles won or lost
Sacrifices or choices, all of me
Blade took me to death grind, frontier with no sight, enemies and more
It’s hell of eternal, made by me
Still faith on the sunrise, cast away all that crimson night, longing for the truest fight, setting my spirit’s fire I am lost on betrayal, that showed what I’m made of, burn me free
Gone, for evermore, what believing in, dreaming
Fall, from desire, all the afterlife, tiring blood of hope
Steel, heat, death, took all of me
No more heroes of inferno, bloody dawn on a death blow, parting trials of war
Slaying demons on men row, draining tides of a hell glow
Wasting time on this downfall, destroying my kingdom, torture or defeat
Brought to senses by death wall, darkness fails when you trust more
Still faith on the sunrise, cast away all that crimson night, longing for the truest fight, setting my spirit’s fire I am lost on betrayal, that showed what I’m made of, burn me free
Gone, for evermore, what believing in, dreaming
Fall, from desire, all the afterlife, tiring blood of hope
Steel, heat, death, took all of me
Steel, heat, death, just burn me free
ART OF LETTING GO
When everything is a lie, you become a lie too
At the verge of fears you cry, your enemy is you
You are so close to see the truth I hope you see it when I’m thru, if you want to
You think I’m broken hearted, but no I’m just numb
All these years of hiding and running, has been, now I’m done
Your choices tell who you are, your words mean nothing anymore, you’re lost
Feeling of whether stay or go, you make it easy for me to say no
Not making amends I’m here to fight until the end
Waiting in the shadows fall, the memory wants to take it all
Sadness fades into darkness, when I say goodbye
Last heartache is written to the end of time
When all is gone, what’s done for none on this art of letting go, dead bury their own
Feeling of whether stay or go, you make it easy for me to say no
Not making amends I’m here to fight until the end
Waiting in the shadows fall, the memory wants to take it all
FOUND NOT FORGOTTEN
They turned me to the sidelines, called me out on false crimes
Fading into dust, all along
When looking to confusion, facing mask of illusion
The wonder turns to a loss, or wrong
Done of worn, hollow sorrow’s song
Empty mourn, hoping trust not torn
Hold the throne, look back up, not below
Rise from the strain of love, dreading on nothing
Quit the scorn, take the knife, not the sore
Lean on yourself and go, found not forgotten
Trust is earned not borrowed, truest love is empowered
When you view your woe, friend or foe
Part of us is yearning, becoming whole not hurting
To hide behind the pain, no more
In your core, hidden is not so lost
Leave the old, light the way not gone
Hold the throne, look back up, not below
Rise from the strain of love, dreading on nothing
Quit the scorn, take the knife, not the sore
Lean on yourself and go, found not forgotten
Turn the odd, believe to moving on
Shame or blow, unleash the past and soar
Hold the throne, look back up, not below
Rise from the strain of love, dreading on nothing
Quit the scorn, take the knife, not the sore
Lean on yourself and go, found not forgotten
SLOWEST DEATH IN LIFE
Wandering these times, draining with this weary heart, silence grasping me
Embracing the desire, longing on the edge of hate, only blacken and vile
These verges on my mind, bending pain to sorrow, not lost on these trials
Tracing flare in the dark, trusting on the windfall, bringing another night
Do or die and decide, what it worth dying for, slave of pulling the wires
Slowest death in life, unneeded malice useless oaths, ruins of your demise
Tired of those lines, those lies that delight the void, without sacrifice
To leave high and dry, beyond gone and devoid, in the line of fire
Rising from all dismay, wavering on adverse, defy the venom of despair
Do or die and decide, what it worth dying for, slave of pulling the wires
Slowest death in life, unneeded malice useless oaths, ruins of your demise
BEGINNING AND THE END
It’s always the same but not aligned, standing in ends of time
Into the maze I disappear
Coldhearted cause of trickery, undo the wavering
Engaging on this fever dream
You think you’re smart but you’re insane, if you think that no one ever change
What makes you stay, if they try to rip your heart out, is there someone else to blame
What we are faced, tearing again together, beginning or the end
Kissing goodbye when you tell, always leaving soon
Drained of this deaden mystery
Even now trapped in daydream, hell or world to come
What it takes to write the nonsense gone?
Make it happen or sustain, sometimes things lead to escape
What makes you stay, if they try to rip your heart out, is there someone else to blame
What we are faced, tearing again together, beginning or the end
DAY ONE
Accepting me, to leave agony, embracing the dawn of day one
And again, those burdens exposing, they reveal the secrets you hide
Called out my aim, for ascension, turned the try into why
On my own, I am told
Stories are running out, roads are turning over
Kiss goodbye, darken hour
Causes of hollow hearts, deeds that take you backwards
To days of old, haunting souls
Letting go, the years of loss, all these phases are sealed and closed
Born again, I hang on those trenches, think the war of trialing woe
Cried out my ache, for direction, held the pain to sustain
Heart and soul, I am whole
Stories are running out, roads are turning over
Kiss goodbye, darken hour
Causes of hollow hearts, deeds that take you backwards
To days of old, haunting souls
BRIDGES BURNING
It’s hard to understand, to name the face you had
To make amends with all that collision
We know that past is gone, but in the name of old
You’re gaining more with all that division
High hopes and trusting, promises not doubting, still the games are lasting
The void that calls my heart, dreading us apart, in the end just hurting
Letting go is hard, leap to choices’ arms, watch the bridges burning
Displaying lifelong tie, seeking lie of lies
You used mistake to call disconnection
All know that certain’s lost, in war crossing swords
Unreal and wrong concluded decision
You steal all that is, creating all those schemes, tale tells your twisted fantasy
The void that calls my heart, dreading us apart, in the end just hurting
Letting go is hard, leap to choices’ arms, watch the bridges burning
THE HELL I DIED FOR
Like before, the emptiness held too long
Drifting away was all, that I lived for
Then and now, the harder I try I fall
Begging for crumbs to hold, remain alive one
Finding a ground, the reason to pull out
Burden of all, to think you over about
Reaping the trust, fleeting dust, crashing on affection
Craving to stay, another day, thriving on devotion
Thinking the pain, vile betrayal, falling on deception
Torture and ache, broke my days, throwing on oppression
Like before, the loneliness was my own
Avoiding the truth to be known, the hell I died for
Then and now, fighting against the war
The striving will take my all, the end I fought for
Confront the cost, the win to prevail on
Sorrow of wound, to own damage and done
Reaping the trust, fleeting dust, crashing on affection
Craving to stay, another day, thriving on devotion
Thinking the pain, vile betrayal, falling on deception
Torture and ache, broke my days, throwing on oppression
NAME OF THE GAME
To those ones that remain, days waiting time
It’s more than a game, to hold on for the ride
Go down the line
You see it’s just a minute, fragment of quiet
Haven you find, hidden and distant while
Bound lifetie
Tearing down, all the chains
Love and lesson is for everyone, forever done, closed in your heart
Marvel at the mystery
Those little moments siezed, your treasures dreamed, deep down within
It’s not easy to believe a dream thereafter
One by one this ending drowns us in to light forever
Live the life while you can, that’s the magical plan
Give away what you became, before you’re gone and end the game
After all the reasons, parted and broken
More than once, gone with the ride or die, closing tides
Take the chance, to understand
That we’ll own our victory, be the masterpiece, death is the enemy
Lost and gone, not anymore
Nothing’s nothing on the other side, set your days on fire, breathing new life
It’s not easy to believe a dream thereafter
One by one this ending drowns us in to light forever
Live the life while you can, that’s the magical plan
Give away what you became, before you’re gone and end the game
FOREVER
Times like now or never, between our lines of ever, our memories gone,
For better
Have and to hold on silence, close, as our lifelines cross
The seemingly lost, the goodbye’s cost
When we live in forever
I will see you, will I come through?
Now the moment there is born, barely linger, dream and whisper
When we live in forever
Singing our song, trusting nightfall
When the journey has begun, made for dreamer, time for keeper
Moment or a lifetime, our tie will leave behind, the mourn and more,
Together
Farewell of the eternal melody, believe, and the tale goes on
Remaining of the song, the endless hope and love
When we live in forever
I will see you, will I come through?
Now the moment there is born, barely linger, dream and whisper
When we live in forever
Singing our song, trusting nightfall
When the journey has begun, made for dreamer, time for keeper
Remain the song, forever, our heart
Dream goes on, forever, my love