BLOOD OF HOPE

 

This life on a journey, hope of survival, battles won or lost
Sacrifices or choices, all of me
Blade took me to death grind, frontier with no sight, enemies and more

It’s hell of eternal, made by me

Still faith on the sunrise, cast away all that crimson night, longing for the truest fight, setting my spirit’s fire I am lost on betrayal, that showed what I’m made of, burn me free

Gone, for evermore, what believing in, dreaming

Fall, from desire, all the afterlife, tiring blood of hope

Steel, heat, death, took all of me

No more heroes of inferno, bloody dawn on a death blow, parting trials of war

Slaying demons on men row, draining tides of a hell glow

Wasting time on this downfall, destroying my kingdom, torture or defeat

Brought to senses by death wall, darkness fails when you trust more

Still faith on the sunrise, cast away all that crimson night, longing for the truest fight, setting my spirit’s fire I am lost on betrayal, that showed what I’m made of, burn me free

Gone, for evermore, what believing in, dreaming

Fall, from desire, all the afterlife, tiring blood of hope

Steel, heat, death, took all of me
Steel, heat, death, just burn me free

ART OF LETTING GO

When everything is a lie, you become a lie too
At the verge of fears you cry, your enemy is you
You are so close to see the truth I hope you see it when I’m thru, if you want to

You think I’m broken hearted, but no I’m just numb
All these years of hiding and running, has been, now I’m done
Your choices tell who you are, your words mean nothing anymore, you’re lost

Feeling of whether stay or go, you make it easy for me to say no

Not making amends I’m here to fight until the end
Waiting in the shadows fall, the memory wants to take it all

Sadness fades into darkness, when I say goodbye
Last heartache is written to the end of time
When all is gone, what’s done for none on this art of letting go, dead bury their own

Feeling of whether stay or go, you make it easy for me to say no

Not making amends I’m here to fight until the end
Waiting in the shadows fall, the memory wants to take it all

FOUND NOT FORGOTTEN

They turned me to the sidelines, called me out on false crimes

Fading into dust, all along
When looking to confusion, facing mask of illusion
The wonder turns to a loss, or wrong

Done of worn, hollow sorrow’s song

Empty mourn, hoping trust not torn

Hold the throne, look back up, not below
Rise from the strain of love, dreading on nothing

Quit the scorn, take the knife, not the sore
Lean on yourself and go, found not forgotten

Trust is earned not borrowed, truest love is empowered

When you view your woe, friend or foe
Part of us is yearning, becoming whole not hurting
To hide behind the pain, no more

In your core, hidden is not so lost

Leave the old, light the way not gone

Hold the throne, look back up, not below
Rise from the strain of love, dreading on nothing

Quit the scorn, take the knife, not the sore
Lean on yourself and go, found not forgotten

Turn the odd, believe to moving on

Shame or blow, unleash the past and soar

Hold the throne, look back up, not below
Rise from the strain of love, dreading on nothing

Quit the scorn, take the knife, not the sore
Lean on yourself and go, found not forgotten

SLOWEST DEATH IN LIFE

Wandering these times, draining with this weary heart, silence grasping me

Embracing the desire, longing on the edge of hate, only blacken and vile

These verges on my mind, bending pain to sorrow, not lost on these trials

Tracing flare in the dark, trusting on the windfall, bringing another night

Do or die and decide, what it worth dying for, slave of pulling the wires

Slowest death in life, unneeded malice useless oaths, ruins of your demise

Tired of those lines, those lies that delight the void, without sacrifice

To leave high and dry, beyond gone and devoid, in the line of fire

Rising from all dismay, wavering on adverse, defy the venom of despair

Do or die and decide, what it worth dying for, slave of pulling the wires

Slowest death in life, unneeded malice useless oaths, ruins of your demise

BEGINNING AND THE END

It’s always the same but not aligned, standing in ends of time

Into the maze I disappear
Coldhearted cause of trickery, undo the wavering
Engaging on this fever dream

You think you’re smart but you’re insane, if you think that no one ever change

What makes you stay, if they try to rip your heart out, is there someone else to blame

What we are faced, tearing again together, beginning or the end

Kissing goodbye when you tell, always leaving soon

Drained of this deaden mystery
Even now trapped in daydream, hell or world to come

What it takes to write the nonsense gone?

Make it happen or sustain, sometimes things lead to escape

What makes you stay, if they try to rip your heart out, is there someone else to blame

What we are faced, tearing again together, beginning or the end

DAY ONE

Accepting me, to leave agony, embracing the dawn of day one
And again, those burdens exposing, they reveal the secrets you hide

Called out my aim, for ascension, turned the try into why

On my own, I am told

Stories are running out, roads are turning over
Kiss goodbye, darken hour
Causes of hollow hearts, deeds that take you backwards

To days of old, haunting souls

Letting go, the years of loss, all these phases are sealed and closed

Born again, I hang on those trenches, think the war of trialing woe

Cried out my ache, for direction, held the pain to sustain

Heart and soul, I am whole

Stories are running out, roads are turning over
Kiss goodbye, darken hour
Causes of hollow hearts, deeds that take you backwards

To days of old, haunting souls

BRIDGES BURNING

It’s hard to understand, to name the face you had

To make amends with all that collision
We know that past is gone, but in the name of old

You’re gaining more with all that division

High hopes and trusting, promises not doubting, still the games are lasting

The void that calls my heart, dreading us apart, in the end just hurting

Letting go is hard, leap to choices’ arms, watch the bridges burning

Displaying lifelong tie, seeking lie of lies
You used mistake to call disconnection
All know that certain’s lost, in war crossing swords

Unreal and wrong concluded decision

You steal all that is, creating all those schemes, tale tells your twisted fantasy

The void that calls my heart, dreading us apart, in the end just hurting

Letting go is hard, leap to choices’ arms, watch the bridges burning

THE HELL I DIED FOR

Like before, the emptiness held too long

Drifting away was all, that I lived for
Then and now, the harder I try I fall
Begging for crumbs to hold, remain alive one

Finding a ground, the reason to pull out

Burden of all, to think you over about

Reaping the trust, fleeting dust, crashing on affection

Craving to stay, another day, thriving on devotion

Thinking the pain, vile betrayal, falling on deception

Torture and ache, broke my days, throwing on oppression

Like before, the loneliness was my own
Avoiding the truth to be known, the hell I died for

Then and now, fighting against the war
The striving will take my all, the end I fought for

Confront the cost, the win to prevail on

Sorrow of wound, to own damage and done

Reaping the trust, fleeting dust, crashing on affection

Craving to stay, another day, thriving on devotion

Thinking the pain, vile betrayal, falling on deception

Torture and ache, broke my days, throwing on oppression

NAME OF THE GAME

To those ones that remain, days waiting time

It’s more than a game, to hold on for the ride

Go down the line

You see it’s just a minute, fragment of quiet

Haven you find, hidden and distant while

Bound lifetie

Tearing down, all the chains
Love and lesson is for everyone, forever done, closed in your heart

Marvel at the mystery
Those little moments siezed, your treasures dreamed, deep down within

It’s not easy to believe a dream thereafter
One by one this ending drowns us in to light forever

Live the life while you can, that’s the magical plan
Give away what you became, before you’re gone and end the game

After all the reasons, parted and broken
More than once, gone with the ride or die, closing tides

Take the chance, to understand
That we’ll own our victory, be the masterpiece, death is the enemy
Lost and gone, not anymore
Nothing’s nothing on the other side, set your days on fire, breathing new life

It’s not easy to believe a dream thereafter
One by one this ending drowns us in to light forever

Live the life while you can, that’s the magical plan
Give away what you became, before you’re gone and end the game

FOREVER

Times like now or never, between our lines of ever, our memories gone,

For better

Have and to hold on silence, close, as our lifelines cross
The seemingly lost, the goodbye’s cost

When we live in forever
I will see you, will I come through?
Now the moment there is born, barely linger, dream and whisper

When we live in forever
Singing our song, trusting nightfall
When the journey has begun, made for dreamer, time for keeper

Moment or a lifetime, our tie will leave behind, the mourn and more,

Together
Farewell of the eternal melody, believe, and the tale goes on

Remaining of the song, the endless hope and love

When we live in forever
I will see you, will I come through?
Now the moment there is born, barely linger, dream and whisper

When we live in forever
Singing our song, trusting nightfall
When the journey has begun, made for dreamer, time for keeper

Remain the song, forever, our heart

Dream goes on, forever, my love